Hello friends, today I’m coming at you with a post about something very close to my heart. I know some of you are tired if book bloggers talking about BTS, but I’m not about to stop anytime soon. I’m assuming since you opened this post based off the title that you are actually interested in what I have to say.
Since today is JHope’s birthday and he is my bias, I wanted to share how I got into BTS and what they mean to me. To make this even more extra February is my 6 month anniversary of being ARMY!!! This has been such an incredible and emotional six months and I’m in this for life.
This post got a little long and emotional but I just love BTS and Hobi so much 💜💜💜
I first started looking into BTS in July, because that’s when Melanie started to really get into them and because I love her and always want to support her I listened to a few of there songs. The songs I listened to I really liked but that’s as far as I went at the time. A few weeks went by and as more of my friends began to also get into them it made me curious again.
In August, again because of Melanie, she was hosting a live show for her birthday and that’s really went I dove in. I learned the members names and what the eras were. Listening to playlist after playlist. Until Hobi was chosen as my bias. The first time I heard Boy with Luv there was a voice that stood out to me more than the others but of course at the time I didn’t know the members. The voice that called to me was Hobi. When every says your bias chooses you, it’s the truth.
I was feeling a little low during the fall, I wasn’t reading, and due to working full time with a toddler I wasn’t able to do many fall activities that I look forward to each year. So what did I have, I had BTS and ARMY. I am so thankful for this band and the community it has brought with it, because I finally feel like I belong. I’ve made so many friendships and ARMY has made me feel so much more included than the book community ever has.
“With your existence, I find new meaning And the night shines. Now I know, even after the darkness. To me, you are the morning. You woke me up” – outro her ♡
JHope was my literal sunshine, he helped pull me out of my dark mood. I know it sounds cliche but it’s the truth. He is such a happy soul that I couldn’t help feeling joy as I watched him in interviews and Music videos. Sorry for getting emotional but I haven’t felt this kind of love since I discovered Harry Potter when I was 12.
I love his positivity but also how he has a vulnerable side. He is affectionate with the other members and will give everything of himself to make them happy. I love how he puts so much hard work into every performance. Recently has been practicing his English to help Namjoon during interviews, and he inspires me constantly to keep working and dreaming for what I want. His smile brings me so much happiness and I adore him. 사랑해요
His solo album Hope World, you can see how much of himself he put into it. I am just so proud of everything he’s accomplished and I aspire to be just a tiny bit as good as him.
So I want to thank Hobi and the other members for giving me something to love and enjoy. I cannot wait for the new album later this week, to have new songs to fall in love with.
“Listen to my heartbeat. It calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness You are shining so brightly” -save me
I absolutely cannot wait for the Map of the Soul tour, I’m still in awe that I was able to get tickets for Toronto. That I will be in the same space as them at the same time! I’ve cried way to many tear while writing this post, so I’m going to say one last happy birthday Hobi. And I love talking to you guys, so let me know in the comment your favourite Hobi moment.